Maybe you thought I was done writing when I got home. Well, you were wrong! This cold temperature is making me sick, and I'm starting to realize that I don't understand people here anymore. I miss India and all the people I've become friends with.
There are no people dancing. There are no indian songs. No A. R. Rahman. No hospitality. No outgoing people (with some few exceptions). By coming back I understand so much more of why I left and why I plan to go away again. It's not that I love my friends, the true friends that I like so much, but it's just the atmosphere that is tearing me apart.
My heart is aching for so much more. I'm pretty sure I won't find anything here and my search has to continue outside the borders until I really know what I want in life. Being back home is just confirming my longing to other places.
I really don't know what to do to fix this until I get to leave again, but my first move is to try to visit most of my friends in other cities. I miss you all so much and I really need other places to hang out than my own city...
Cold or not, you all warm my soul!
Be right back in a jiffy! There are more to come!
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Ja! Jeg har fått svineinfluensa minst av dette kalde grå landet. Ingen danser og ingen ukjente tar kontakt på gata, og dama i kiosken sier ikke et ord. Kom til trøndelag du så tar vi en Jai Ho!
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